事情算是告一段落吗？

短短的几个月时间，

发生了梦般的事情

电视剧般的事情。

一见钟情？

是真的吗？

她，来自不同的州属，

一次的偶然，我遇见了她

偶然，她竟然住在我家

她来的目的是找她的女朋友

因为一些问题，便入住了我家

她的女朋友是我的好朋友

答应了她让他在我家入住

几天后，

她回去了

每晚的通话，

都是因为她说想念我而拨打的

我不知不觉成了第三者

每一天都不断地在内疚

很讨厌这几个月的我

终于，解脱了

心硬了下来，

信息不复，电话不接

生活始终也要变回正常的

我，又在成为了她的朋友

是陌生的朋友

要压抑着自己的情绪，感情

压抑久了， 现在也变得没感觉了已经

真的恢复正常了

I see you everyday....

i miss you everyday...

I feel that ia am not alone...

Juz because i can see you everyday... :)

I always wish to see you when recess time...

I wish to meet you when finish school...

I also wish to see your msg when i check my phone...

I never love a person until like this before...

I knw that it is my true love...

I not dare to tell you...

I scare that you will never keep in touch with me again...

You know this all?

My birthday present wish is you ,

This year is y PMR year, i'm sure that i will study hard, and will not give up with you too...

I want to say that u are always in my heart,

I wish to share my happy and sad thgs with you everyday....

I wish you beside me and will not leave me alone...

Can you hear it ?

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今天很想来写...
因为憋在心里太久？
不懂...

你对我来说真的很重要....
你能控制我一天的心情...
你是我上学的动力...
这全部都是真的..
我从来都没有那么对一个人认真过...


你是一个接近完美的人...
过于负责任...
我有时看到你的压力这么大...
我真的有一种心痛的感觉...
你声音沙到这样.....
原因是下着雨还要操步...
生病了....
能不能就先顾好自己的身体再处理其他事？

无论你看到也好看不到也好...
我也希望我得到些什么...
我只是要你好好地照顾自己....
Pls take good care of urself, can you?

原来你对每个人都这样的...
以为你专属对我特别好....
原来不是...
我真的好好笑哦~
醒醒吧~

你不在是我的专属天使

Why the person who hurt always is me?

Why the person who pain always is me?
Did u all knw?
Hurt and pain will make someone dun like to take care everything...
Did u all knw when u all are doing this to me?

Why?
What is the reasons that u all give me ?
I need to cry or i need to angry?
Did u all knw that i am crying when i typing?
Everytime i tell myself this is a joke this onli a joke... dun care about it!
But how?
Ho wu all treat me?
Better than last time?
Worst than last time?
Tell me can?

God,

Everytime u give me another road that everytime i become like that...
Now?
Why you didn't give me?
U also feel tired and started lazy to bother me?
Pls...
Can you dun feel tired to me?
T.T
I am very suffer for somethg..
God, can you pls help me?
I reli need ur help...
T.T

When i was born ,is it aredi fixed that i will hurt by other??
God, isn't you planned it?
T.T

Always sick sick sick
What did my body lack of?
-.-''

我天真...
我单纯...
我傻到去相信你们说的话....
Fine!!
有时真的很想什么都不去做...
什么都不要理...
过着一些堕落的生活..
我不是脾气暴躁...
只是我不想去理而已！！
我说过了一些东西就算...
我懒惰，不想去理会，更加不想一个一个去解释！！

是～
我是..
我是比其他人都还要小只，还要矮
不代表我思想真的像小孩子...
我的思想甚至比你们还要成熟！

家里穷..
什么都试过...
好不容易现在生活好过一点
姐姐又在上大学
什么都是钱，钱，钱
我不是在乎钱
是尝试过了穷的滋味
人家努力，我就比别人努力过10倍

Interview那天，
问有什么优点，
我讲不出
缺点，
讲了一大堆

我不想搞到自己酱自卑
个个都说我要有自信
自信？
这两个字在我身上你们会看不到
朋友都会叫我要 Be confident
我不是要emo
我也不想的